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Sunday, August 20, 2006
Updates on my singlehood
oh yay, my 1st week of singlehood + uni lectures has just passed me by unnoticed. i tried to fill every single free space with activities so that i won't die thinking of him, and it sorta worked. i had been attending welcome tea sessions for various cca grps, some are bored but some really sparked my interest. i always (most of the time) have friends ard me and life is nv dull with all the jokes we cracked tgt. its realli nice too, to have some of my friends going the same direction on the NS line with me (though not all the way). i am grateful enough to god for lightening my pain and at the same time, adding colours to my life. hope everything can be as good in future, because i am starting to look forward to the next chapter of my life. i know i still hurt sometimes especially when i'm alone, and i still lack the courage to tell my family (except my mum), but i can't just stop my consciousness on 13aug and wait for the sky to fall, wait for him to come back, or wad. i need independence and polished social skills, not a stale brain or broken heart.
yesterday i have my 1st cheerleading session!!! omg! its damn hell nice! though i almost fell a few times from the guys shoulder, the seniors are really professional to protect me and break my fall. the activities can really make me sweat, and of coz, the others too. so, when i had to sit on the guys' shoulders, my inner side of the pants get all disgusting and smelly, not forgetting my hands which touched the sweaty hands and shoulders of the guys. wow, and den wad? i woke up feeling aches everywhere today. cool.
oso went for a mini class gathering ytd. tot it would be a big grp but only a few turned up. we had lunch in marina sq breeks, but i was so so late tt everyone has alr finished their food way b4 me. lucky i still have cindy to eat tgt with me. *opps* den we had movie (ants bully) after a few rounds of games in the nearby arcade. the plot was kinda kido but the jokes were nice and a lesson learnt at the end. totally more worth it than fast and furious tokyo.. hahaz.
anyhow, he seemed to be rather quiet and sad throughout the whole outing. no one noticed that our rings were no longer on our fingers. we just played along, actually not so much, should say, just keep quiet unless someone asks. i tot maybe he saw tt i'm actually so cheerful and he felt guilty or something? or maybe his family had something bad tt happened? or maybe someone ticked him off for something? i dunnoe. i called and asked but he refused to tell me. i just dislike his solitude attitude. had a feeling he couldn't get over tt break up yet. neither of us can get over it. its just too traumaticing for me and i dun think i can commit myself in another relationship. i dun wan to get hurt again...
ohz, den after the movie i went to changi airport to send my brothers off! boon gg korea for project n kt gg piloting in australia. so tired siah, all the long-waiting procedures in the terminal. anyhow, i fell asleep in the car on my way back and i vaguely heard eddy alighting somewhere b4 we reached home. and den i collapsed on bed after bathing.
some photos i took with my baby newgen:
e nite b4 his flight (poor boy still chionging his project till 3am)
at e airport (so happy to go play in korea...)
opps, forgot to mention sth. if you realised, i look a bit different. =P
i had a new hairstyle! it doesnt come cheap okz! but i like it, think i'ld frequent reds. =)
some more self portraits~~~
posted by Princess Pia @ 10:15 AM
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